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Fully blessed is how I see my life. Fully blessed because I've been given fullness of life in the One who is life, in the One who fully knows me and fully loves me, in the One who offers fullness of joy and full blessings of grace upon grace to me - Jesus Christ. Because of this gift I've been given in the midst of struggles in life, my heart beats to share this with others, to spread His hope and beauty with hearts that are hurting. He has used my story - a story of taking my brokenness and turning it into something beautiful - to give me hope, and this is now what I aspire to be - a spreader of hope with hearts that are hurting and broken.
How did you meet Jesus?
Growing up in a Christian home allowed me the chance to meet Jesus at the young age of three. I continued to grow in my knowledge and love for Jesus and deepened in my relationship with Him. It wasn't until I was in a very low and broken time of life, however, that I saw how truly beautiful and real Jesus is. And when I began to see Him for who He truly is, I began to see myself for who I really am, loved, forgiven, free. At age 19, at a Summer camp in the beautiful mountains of Colorado, I met Beauty Himself in the most profoundly life-changing way. Since that moment, my life has never been the same.
How has He become your life?
Wow! Where to start?!? He is in the joys and the tears in life. Each experience, each moment really, has brought me more of Him...more of LIFE Himself.
"All streams run to the sea." -Eccl. 1:7 In other words, all gifts in life point to the Giver. Jesus has given beautiful gifts, gifts in life that point us to Him, that allow us to experience and live that FULLNESS of life, because Life Himself has become our life. For me this journey of truly experiencing Him to be my all, my full joy, my love, my LIFE, has began with simply opening my eyes. He is who He is regardless if I acknowledge this or not, but it's not until I open my eyes that I can truly know and experience this myself.
"Jesus gave us eyes, eyes to see the beauty around us." These words popped out at me as I was reading stories to a little boy one sunny afternoon. I have eyes, eyes to see the beauty around me, all of which points to Beauty Himself, the source of all life, my life! But, how often am I awake, looking, seeing, letting His love rush in? How often am I too rushed and not looking, missing little joys which echo Him that are all around me?
When people speak of Jesus being their life, we get this sense that they are satisfied, deeply and fully satisfied because they have found that fullness of life! I realized that I cannot make up satisfaction and contentment. I cannot just decide I'm content and Jesus is my life. I must open my eyes and let His love rush in so I can be truly filled - for I can only be satisfied if I'm filled. And it wasn't until I decided to fight every single day to live this fullness of life in the One who is life, that He has truly become my life! It's been a fight, to receive grace, to simply look and SEE, to live wide eyed and awake to the gifts...the GIVER.
My hearts cry is with the man who Jesus asked, "What do you want me to do for you?" to which the man answered, "Open my eyes so I can see." Because when we can see the gifts, we see the GIVER. This is when that fullness of joy rushes in, the joy that cannot be taken away or added to, because it is so full, it is that full life, the life that cries, JESUS is my LIFE, because we've seen Him more in life, by simply looking, seeing and thanking.
This, this is what has changed my life. Opening my eyes, by thanking the Giver of Life for the gifts in my life. In this He has opened my eyes to the fact that He is the source of all life, the giver of all life, and the sustainer of all life. The maker of the stars, the glory in a sunrise, the comfort in my pain, the peace in the storm, the joy in a smile... the gifts that point to the Giver. And in seeing Him, Life Himself, I have seen He truly is everything, He truly is MY LIFE.
What are ways that help you embrace Jesus as your life more and more?
Simply embracing Jesus, opening my eyes to Him in life, all of it from His salvation of my soul, to soft breezes blowing the pages of my journal, to His comfort in painful nights, to sun beaming through the windows, to the sea crashing into the shores, He is LIFE... the Giver and Sustainer of life, and this has caused me to realize He is my life.
Someone has shared the challenge to write down the gifts in life, and this has been a very practical way for me to live this out.
We must receive what God offers as grace...it is what we were created for... To trust Him for salvation, to enjoy Him, to worship Him, to experience Him, to experience fullness of life in the One who is Life! Only then can He become our life, when we see life is nothing without the source of all life.